Sigh. Maybe it's just not meant to be, maybe it's God's way of saying "NO GO, DUDE", maybe i'm just really tired of guessing and waiting. I think i should just distant a bit, peace out my heart and clear up my feeelings. Perhaps then can i look at us from a friendship point of view and not the potential-more-than-friendship POV.
Yea i think i shall do just that.
I've got other things to worry about. Less than a month left till course starts and motivation's still rock bottom and the things people say ain't even helping at all. I've just got this gut feeling i'm gonna be slaughtered in the course. PFFT, wimp as i may suddenly be, i'd rather have my weekends and time to serve God and learn stuff.
Sigh. What to do. Pray lor.
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