Change.

The truth is, i lost myself in the midst of all the chaos.

The life, the environment in camp just dont shape me into a better person, and if we dont get better, we could only get worst. I got ugly.

The ups, the downs in my walk with God proves to be detrimental to my spiritual health, if our souls aren't healthy, we start to decay. I crave consistency.

The emotions, the thoughts in my heart and mind are just too messed up, and if we make a mess of ourselves, we could only hurt others. I lost a friend.

If only i could realize all these sooner then so many unpleasant experiences wouldn't have happened. I need (to) change.