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Wow had a blast at my friend's church today. Never felt like that for such a long long time. Heck, i don't even remember the last time i cried during worship. Thoroughly refreshed and got that much needed touch from God. I saw the cross so vividly with my sins pinned onto it, i've been set free to follow Jesus once again! :D:D

And God beckoned me to seek His face once again and i responded thru the verse, "When You said, "Seek My face," my heart said to You, "Your face, O LORD, I shall seek." It's time to get serious with God once again to seek and behold Him.

You know, it's so easy to put up a show or "act 一个" when you've got enough head knowledge of who God is, His character and His ways. Chances are people would probably believe you're pretty hooooly. But when one's not right with God, nothing in his life would be right and his heart would probably be in such a punctured state. Looking at my life for the past months, whoa i've been pretty screwed up, making all the wrong decisions, pursuing all the wrong things and yet i still thought that hey i'm still oright. Oh by the surpassing mercies of God, i'm certainly led to repentance.

Wah thank God man!